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I feel like I am going for the ride of my life right now...trying to keep up with the bills coming into the house, trying to keep the house from falling apart, and trying to keep warm. I just ordered oil and was dilivered 100 gallons, well because I need it and didn't try(because I'm new at this) to get a locked in price, I have to pay over $2.00 a gallon. Just when I thought that I was going to be OK with paying bills (ha ha). Need to find another job, one that is better paying than What I have now. I really don't like what has been happening over there lately, people have been fired left and right and those that didn't get fired quit because they don't want to stay for the crap that has been happening...not getting the hours they expect to get and when it snows we get told not to come in at all...gee I think I need to work some hours to get paid a decent wage to be able to pay for the fuel that heats my house..I asked to take my vacation time to defray the lost hours and they said no because they could not afford the payroll hours......I also have a few days of vacation that I need to take before I lose it...put in for it and was told no because too many people asked for the same time(they don't want to lose their vacation either)...I wanted to go to Canada with my mother so I asked for the time everyone else happened to want so I can't go to Canada...I'll have to try for a different week...
So much stuff so little space I will have to update again later....love you all...