Changes

I was really excited to get a new job but now I wonder if I did the right thing. I changed jobs because the other job was going nowhere and I found that I couldn't make ends meet...now I am making more money but I come home all wound up and not able to sleep, not to mention that I didn't realize that the job was so physically demanding. When I get home I feel like I can't move and when I wake it is almost the same...I really look forward to my days off. Maybe I should go to the career center and see if I could get trained for a different job. One that would not cause me to ache in almost every muscle that I have...today I was on the "cut table" with 2 ovens going and If I may say so myself, I kept up with the ovens pretty good. I don't really know what my co-workers thought (I'm not sure that I really care) but I am feeling better about the job (in a way) I don't feel so lost about what has to be done...now all I have to do is make sure that other people do their jobs..... On another note, my Dad is not feeling too well these days..I really hate the way he looks----I have never seen him look so frail....Sometimes you think that certain people will be around forever...That is how I always saw him...